Yes I love you, my feelings for you have not changed… so I’m letting you go… I hope you’re happy now that you’re finally “free” from me. Skype isn’t the best way to get to know a person.. that’s why I came to HK for you… and how much time did we get to get to know each other while I was there? I spent most of that trip just hanging on to you with all the drama… barely getting to be with you (we were still mostly texting and skyping)… you didn’t even give me a chance to show you who I really am or me to find out more about you. And you know I was going to come in June again.. Just for you.. to help us grow and be stronger.
It’s true, I feel like I really don’t know you at all… That girl in that photo from a few months back who “missed” me… your feelings for me seemed to change every week. And in the end the girl that I thought was the most special… that she was different from everyone else… she chose to let me go. Just like so many others have.
You say you have a lot going on and can’t handle the pressure, well that’s why I’m there right? To help get you through the tough times and you to help me. I was never going to leave you… that was just you being cynical.
How can you even expect me to not be upset? Give you your time? Wait for the “right” time? You really expect me to trust you when you have no genuine feelings for me? If you didn’t want to hurt me you could have at least been honest about that instead of blowing hot and cold daily… and you didn’t want to hurt me? Things will work out when the time is right…?
Really? So you’ll wake up one day and suddenly I’ll be the “right” guy for you and all of a sudden you might “love” me?
You pushed me away… always remember that. I’m heartbroken. I love you… and I’ll always wish nothing but the best for you… so I’m letting you go. Take care. Be happy now…
